i dont think anyone really understands how much compliments actually mean to me like i usually brush them off with a joke and a quick “thank you” but really i remember compliments for forever so if youve ever complimented me or done something nice for me thank you so much wow
i’m the type of person that everyone leaves and forgets about. that’s just who i am. i’m nothing special. i’m not pretty or have an amazing personality. i’m easily forgettable. people find someone new and better than me and they go. they leave. and it hurts me.
Are you ever just overwhelmed by the horrifying thought that maybe, nobody ACTUALLY wants you around? And it’s not that you think everyone hates you, but it’s just that you’re not special to anyone? And that its really kind of sucky that you’re about 98% sure that nobody thinks “Wow, I just really like talking to her.” and that you could probably just disappear without anyone caring that much?
literally everyone i talk to eventually stops talking to me